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So much feels.


I haven’t got excited as much as 5SOS going here (no exact date yet) for the Red Tour Manila until yesterday, which is a month away.

Up to now I still can’t grasp the fact that I was able to buy a ticket before it totally got sold out in less than an hour. My seat’s to far away from the stage, but listen, IT’S A FREAKING TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERT, I DON’T CARE! I’ve been dying to see her live ever since I became a Swiftie and of course I’ll do anything to meet her personally.

I’ve been looking through sites that can help me on getting in to Club Red and I’m pretty sure they’re all accurate because it says the same thing.

I’m fine with spending a lot because I still have money left from my birthday and I’m not going alone (my bestfriend Banch and her sister is coming with me) which means I have someone to share the expenses with. Hurrah! The problem though is that I need a reasonable excuse to go out. I can’t ask permission from dad saying “Can I go out to buy things for the concert?” which will basically land to a big no. I still have to think this through.

I wish everything goes as planned. If not everything, I hope something better comes out of it. I AM SO PUMPED!

It’s a crime to put my hopes up, but I definitely can’t wait to meet this lovely blonde-lady. For now.. this is all I have.


Things that consume my time this Summer:

  • Fangirling. Yes, don’t hate me for this but I’ve been having a love and hate relationship with One Direction and Taylor Swift recently, and now that I just got in this new fandom called 5SOSfam, I’m definitely up for wasting my time watching their YouTube videos, witnessing their life as they go on tour around the world, and of course, fooling around with other fangirls on Twitter. I’m enjoying this a lot, I swear.
  • Fanfics. Mmm-hmm, you read that right! I bet I already told you guys ages ago that I don’t really fancy reading on a gadget. I prefer physical copies and the word “Wattpad” irritates me so much. But hey, some things are worth getting teary-eyed for due to the brightness of the screen. My friend recommended some good One Direction inspired fanfics and I’m glad I took her advice. Not to mention, I am deeply falling in love with One Direction more and more because of this. I DON’T REGRET ANYTHING.
  • Sleep. Since I’ve been sleeping late, I’ve been waking up late too so technically I’ve been spending the day asleep. You’re probably wondering (or not) why I’ve been sleeping late, I don’t have to explain. It’s stated above. Lol.

Well, I think that’s all beside the usual (eating). Me and my mom started taking long walks every morning before April but then we stopped recently because her alarm doesn’t go off in time (and probably because she’s too lazy to get up at 5 like I do). Sometimes I also am thankful we don’t do them anymore when we could just workout here at home and just get the best out of it. So yeah, that’s probably how the rest of my Summer vacation will go. Well, unless my dad allows me to hangout with my friends and stuff normal teenagers do. Lmao.


May followers pa rin ako dito. Weird.

Finding my blog interesting is not part of the equation why they’re still following me though maybe some of them do that’s why they followed me in the first place. But now that I’m inactive, given the fact that it’s Summer, I presume they still follow me because they are also inactive. I don’t even know why I’m blogging about this. Lmao.

Anyway, hi! I just reckoned I miss Tumblr that’s why I’m here. Again.

How are you all doing?

I love the way it felt when you were sitting next to me the other day, it’s like electric current running through my veins. I cannot help but feel tingly when you call me “babe” even if you were only joking. I was screaming inside my head when I took I first photo together. I’m glad you let me.

I will always remember that moment when I helped you wash the dishes. It was like we’re family, like husband and wife helping each other out with the household chores. I cannot explain how I am so into you when the other half of me doesn’t want to fall. I don’t want to take risks.. I guess not yet.

But "every moment with you is a moment I treasure."

I can’t get you out of my head. The memory of you holding the umbrella over me at the back of my head still rings in and makes me giggle. You’re so cute, you really don’t know how to share an umbrella with someone.

That small walk to school was the one of the best 5 minutes of my life.

Post-Valentine Date

I had dates on Valentine’s day and they were my blockmates. I blogged about it but something so tragic happened. My mom closed the tab when I’m about to wrap up the whole thing. So yeah.

I went out with my girlies Andrea and Banch today. Supposedly, our date was literally after Valentine’s day. But then, because of our messed up schedules, it became post-poned Valentine’s date from post-Valentine’s date. We’ve planned it a month ago to watch a movie in the nearest mall, SM BF. But the tickets are too pricey since they screen movies in the Director’s Club most of the time. That is why we planned it earlier so we could save up.

It turned out our 350 php isn’t worthy to be spent at Director’s Club and a movie we don’t really fancy. Anyway, before I get to the good part, I did lot’s of house chores before dad even allowed me to go. Man, I still don’t know if I could get used to this. Moving on, Andrea protested she doesn’t wanna blow cash on something she’s really not in favor of when she can buy lots of paint (she’s an advertising arts student) with that amount. So here’s what happened..

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I think I’m inlove with just a memory.

I can’t seem to let you go.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t even see you everyday or talk to you. The last time we ever talked was when I was in highschool. The last time I saw you was like 3 years ago. And for an unknown reason, I get upset when I see a picture of you with her. I know you have something for each other for a very long time now but I can’t help but get jealous everytime she mentions your name. You live far away from here and I don’t even think I every crossed your mind ever since you left.. but I’m still waiting on you.